the ugly side of things

well, what more can i say, i am truly a criminal to this blog since i am not updating as often as i should but assignments and other affairs can really get in the way at times.thankfully my mascot assignment is officially over and presentation was a blast also..well, that is what i think since i manage to deliver the concept of my poster n mascot the way i intended to do so. the rest is beyond my control. this semester seems rather short to me, dunno why but it felt even shorter than the other semesters. i look back once in a while and reminisce about the amazing times i had during sem 1 and 2 and come to realize tht my time is running out, leaving me along the way even faster than before. there seem to be no time for other things such as phone conversations and the occasional outings. everything is cut short now..n i realised certain things that are still lingering in my mind may never a be said if time is just slipping away from me as it is right now. though i realise that fact, i am still at a point where i prefer to let these thoughts stay to myself for the better side of things, as there are alot of things that are way out of our hands like the mouths of people.

through out the times that went away, i see the ugliness in people and begin to doubt about every single thing i believe in when in comes to the topic of dealing with people. i no longer know who i can or should trust.or i should not have trust anyone in the 1st place? does it even exist in today's context? yes ..it may be unfair to people that are really true and loyal towards you but at times ur judgement can really be affected by whatever u have gone through and the act of being slightly unfair and the whole one-sided way of thinking will surface. even though, these things may not happen to u, but seeing it frm a 3 person's point of view is rather disturbing and horrible. since time is slipping faster and faster away, i believe there is no point in dealing with such petty issues anymore, it is their mouths and wtv that comes out of it, i will no longer care as the act of feeling dissapointed over what they have said is nothing but a waste of my time.