Rip Out The Wings of a Butterfly?

It's quite amazing how nowadays people are extremely cruel to Mother Nature. A few weeks ago, I was at Mom's old shop, helping her out with some of her work stuff, In the photocopying shop next door, there was these kids (children of the owner) that was "playing" with a bunch of newly born kittens. Playing here means pulling them by their tails, covering them in boxes, throwing them as well as carrying them by their front paws.

It was a really depressing sight to see the kids enjoying what they were doing, and it was shocking to see their parents ignoring their children's evilness. I had every nerve telling me to go and fire the kids and their parents, or just call the animal shelter. But my mom told me not to as her shop was also owned by them. #_#


Anyways, she left that place eventually :P

Yesterday, as I was driving home from X-Cut, I saw these few kids around the neighbourhood, making a fire and burning leaves. As if the current haze wasn't bad enough!

I'm willing to bet my dick that they don't know the kinds of fumes released and its dangers to the respiration system.

The kids across the road, on the other hand, were throwing rubbish on the shoulder of the road, right under the "Denda Buang Sampah" sign! It's either they are stupid or blind or ignorant. My guess is all three ;)

So when they came to do it again this morning, I shouted "Oi!" and they just dropped their trash and ran back home. Mind you, they look about 13 or 14.

It's amazing how people have become so inconsiderate. A few days ago, I was watching this movie on Hallmark called Supernova. An interesting movie telling about the lives of the human race when the Sun is to undergo a Supernova (Expansion till explosion) within a few days. And how the Earth was attacked by the plasma ejected by the Corona of the Sun. The only protection that was available is the Earth itself. This just goes to show us how inspite of us mistreating the Earth, it will still offer us It's protection when we need it.


Now, I don't wanna sound like an obsessive botanist, but please people, try to do whatever u can to save our Earth. Because all organisms on Earth depend on Her ability to resist celestial attack and to correct geogolical inbalance.

my happiness or theirs?

i could no longer hold my thoughts to myself as i find it too awfully painful to not share it with every single person in this blog. the sudden urge to share my thoughts to someone was far more overpowering today as Staney...or better known as Ah Bob did not attend today's Computer Graphics class. simply because, only she knew about the way i felt about my lecturer..dearest MR FIGNON...ahahaha..okok, i must admit it is starting to sound a tad bit too dramatic and over the top..so i shall get straight to the point...

well, my com graphics lecturer will always be remembered simply because...he looks like marwick and im honestly not joking or lying about it. even a bob agreed with me about this matter on the 1st class itself after an hour or so passed by when we realised how familiar his actions were.fuh...glad that i finally let that out from my chest.

ok, enough about the lecturer. as usual, classes on monday end pretty early and thankfully i have my parents to pick me up today...well just for today since they were pretty free or else i will be stranded in the library updating this post. after much light reasoning and begging they picked me up at around 1.30ish...and boy was i surprised and taken back a little with what my mom said when i entered the car. maybe i am just too sensitive but it does mean something to her since she have said it.well, the whole convo pretty much goes like this.

mom: omg gerl! is that a boy or a girl walking out from the guard house
(points at boy with reddish-brown-coloured shoulder lenght hair with a lean figure
holding a TOTE)
me: well, obviously it is a guy, isnt it obvious to you.
mom: oh my! why do they all look like that, he is a boy. eeee just look at him! ur college have
alot of "them" hah....?
me:.......................................(looks at boy discriminated by mom and cant help but think
he is normal and looks quite attractive)

i suppose now you knw what i meant when i am taken back a little by what my mom said. my own mom had already disapprove with my taste in men and not just any men..but...men of that kind, men with more bounce when their walk, men with a great sense of fashion, men who possessed more feminine flair or what my mom would like to label these men as "THEM". well, to continue on with her question, i simply offered her my...ahem, expertise and try to sum up the type of 'THEM" available in college. thankfully she didnt questioned me about the origins of all those categories which were pretty much made up by myself due to my ahem..keen observation.

i knw is pretty mean of me to find it funny but i just cant help but visualise the expressions on my mom and dad's face when i really do( fingers-crossed)bring someone from category "THEM" home someday for a casual introduction. though this day may not come anytime soon but being such a day-dreamer, it was stuck on my mind. besides happy and funny thoughts that linger even up to this point when i am updating, i cannot help but have the awful and terrible thoughts as well. will they snap back and just shoo him out of the house? pretend to be nice and drill me later on? or will they accept my weird choice but secretly stay dissapointed and unhappy? ok...i am kinda thinking way too much and way too seriously about this already i suppose. i just hope that if this day do arrive, wtv the consequences are, i would be able to handle it like as an adult. to me, happiness is something that one only achieve with the help and existance of others...without anyone to share ur happiness with, it will seem rather meaningless.
that is why it is hella important to consider about their feelings as well besides thinking about the amount of happy spa days you would spend with your husband.it may be the 21st century now, but seeing how well ur mom n dad gets along with that special someone just seems priceless.

Analysis of a Situation

Half an hour ago, I was watching game trailers and then my maid came in to tell something to my sister, and my sis asked me to check it out, so I did. It seems that all the goldfish except 1 is dead and floating upside down in the pond. So we don't know what the cause is. 1st thing to do is to clean the pond okay. The pond had excessive seaweed growth and a horde of ants floating on top of it at one side. We took out the plants and then removed the dead godfishes and put the one that is alive in a bucket. After cleaning the pond of all the seaweed, the pond was refilled with water and then the one goldfish was put back. Now it's filling up and I have made my a conclusion about how they died.

My 1st clue is because of the excessive seaweed growth, and my 2nd clue is the condition of the dead goldfish.

My 1st clue shows excessive seaweed growth. No running natural aquatic pond would have grown such an ammount of excessive seaweed. The only way for a pond to acquire such an ammount of seaweed growth is by having no oxygen input at all and by having an organism that converts oxygen to carbon dioxide(the goldfish). Why would this happen? The conversion of carbon dioxide to oxygen by the seaweed is far too little to support the oxygen use of the 4 goldfishes. Aquatic plants thrive in carbon dioxide and that is why the growth of the seaweed accelerated so much, because they had so much carbon dioxide to absorb. Note also that seaweed absorbs carbon dioxide in the night.

My 2nd clue is the condition of the dead goldfish. I checked the gills of the dead goldfish and the colour of the gills was dirty whitish with traces of pink. Fresh fish you find in the market will have red gills. The only way for a fish to have gills that are whitish is to have been dead for a long long time or to have died because of oxygen deficiency. In this case, they have only died for a short while yet they have white gills.

The 2 resons the goldfish could have died would be either because they were overfed or because they had lack of oxygen. Everything points to the lack of oxygen. The water wasnt circulating properly, the fish had white gills and the ammount of seaweed was excessive. These all point to show that there was too much carbon dioxide in the water.

And that is another genius reasoning in the queer world of the queer you know and love, Kevin.


TaintedAvery

Encounter With Death

I WAS JUST CLOSING THE DOOR SO THAT MY DOGGIE COULDNT COME IN AND I FELT SOMETHING BENEATH MY HEEL AND OMFG WHAT WAS IT!!! IT WAS A MILLIPEDE OMFG!!!!!! I GOT SUPER FREAKED OUT OMFG OMFG OMFG!!!!! I ABSOLUTELY ABHOR AND DESPISE WORMS!!!!!!!! I RAN A FAR FAR DISTANCE THEN WHEN I RECOMPOSED MYSELF I CAME BACK AND STARTED TO PROD THE DISGUSTING CREATURE. AFTER A WHILE I FINALLY CONTAINED THE DISGUSTING THING AND NOW I AM HERE RECOUNTING TO YOU MY EXPERIENCE OF LIFE AND DEATH. TO ALL THE READERS OUT THERE, BEWARE SO THAT YOU DO NOT EXPERIENCE THE ABSOLUTE HELL THAT I DID FOR THOSE HORRIFYING 5 MINUTES OF MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WAS JUST LUCKY THAT I DIDNT SQUISH THE DISGUSTING CREATURE AND DIRTY MY HEEL OMG. YOU SHOULD BE GLAD THAT YOU HAVE NOT EXPERIENCED SUCH A DANGEROUS ENCOUNTER OR ANYTHING OF THE SORT. BE GLAD THAT YOUR HOUSE IS WORM FREE BUT IF IT ISNT I WILL NOT PRAY FOR U. THE CONTAINER WITH THE DISGUSTING THING IS IN FRONT OF ME NOW AND I WILL BE TAKING PICTURES OF IT TO RECORD THE HELL THIS CREATURE HAS BROUGHT ME. IT EVEN BRINGS SHUDDERS TO ME WHEN I CARRY THIS CONTAINTER. AVERY OUT.

Unborn Exhibit

Theme of Laura

Recently I stumbled upon a video that showed a VG(Video Game) symphony called PLAY! A Video Game Symphony. They play various video game songs in their performance. And they had one performance which Akira Yaomaka(the composer of the SH series' score and the Theme Of Laura as well) performed with them. This made me feel like playing the song on the piano and I learnt how to play it just by listening. So I have been playing it from morning till now nonstop lol. Akira in the video is playing the guitar. Enjoy

I am... If you want me to be. -Maria

TaintedAvery

Pried into Evil

It was a Wednesday morning...
And I was having a smooth drive to college, that is until I entered the NKVE. After flashing my touch n' go card at the super slow machine at the toll house, I follwed the sign that pointed to the Damansara cut, in to the NKVE. As soon as I entered the highway, I found myself at a standstill which went beyond the horizon. Turning up the radio, Pricila Patrick (The Traffic Lady) told me that the NKVE was jammed from Klang to Damansara, due to an overturned truck at the Damansara exit. I nearly yelled out loud. That was 20km of motionless approach to my destination!! I thus called mom and asked her for al alternative. She suggested cutting into the stupid Federal Highway and getting to PJ. Why I call it stupid is because the users are very impatient and idiotic. Anyways, after informing Ms Jaclyn that I'll be late for class, I turned off at Subang Airport, got onto the Federal Highway, Cut into Asia Jaya, made my way through Section 17 and arrived on the Sprint Highway. Like the name says, this highway was quite fast moving so I had no trouble at all getting to KBU from the 'backway'.

Arriving at the Chemistry Class 1/2 an hour late, Jaclyn smiled and said, "I got your sms, please take a seat"....


College ended at 1pm. After having lunch with Sineni, I went to the gym in Centrepoint where I met the same guy in the locker room, you know... the one who was naked when I was there. And yeap, he was naked again. This time, I couldn't resist the urge to look at his ass as I placed my stuff in my locker. Nearly walked right up and slap that cute bum of his. What is so odd about this guy is that when I walked in, he was in his boxers. After looking at me, he turned around and removed them. Almost like he wanted me to see his ass ^^ Or maybe it was just a coincidence. After changing all, I went to the Machines Room and did my usuals. In the middle of Set2, I had this horrid stomach ache. Wasn't an indigstion ache, but more like gastric. I knew that maybe I should have rested longer after eating before working out. Since the pain was unbareable, I had to stop. Changing back to my clothes, I exited Centrepoint and drove to 1U to fetch a PSP owner (and carries it with him wherever he goes), Kevin Tan. We had to go to ss2 where I needed to pick up my new pair of contact lenses. After which, we made my way home. (using the NKVE as it was smooth now) After arriving home, I had a shower (alone) whilst Kevin Tan was playing Burnout Revenge on the PS2. After showering and changing, I went down and Kevin and I played HP4. We were playing until 7pm when we went for the Ghost, Genies and Coffins Exhibition at the Shah Alam Museum.

The first exhibition was this dark glass chamber where everyone was peeping in silently, The guards were saying "Tengok dengan tenang dan senyap. Jika ada bunyi, Ia takan keluar". This sentence really sent chills down my spine. I was like wtf is in there! Not only it was so dark that we could hardly see in resisting the urge to press our nose on the glass wall, also it smelled badly of Eucalyptus oil. Having the guards chase us off after about 10 minutes to make room for the other visitors, we went on to the other exhibits. The one after that was this Genie in a Bottle (reminded me of Christina Aguilera) and the next was a Male Jenglot, followed by a female Jenglot. These creatures were mummified but still alive according to the curator of the museum. Then further on, there was this horrid looking Toyol (the image of that Toyol haunts me at night since that day). Whenever I'm sleeping, I keep imagining the Toyol popping up beside me from under my bed! So, moving on, there was a disguised Jin, a Nyai Borong, a Langsuir and a horrid looking Mermaid. This mermaid was no Ariel, in fact it looked like a Demon Woman-Fish. We went on looking at the Coffins that are believed to be homes of the restless and a video documentary on ghost hunting. In the video, they found this horrid looking ghost siting by a fire in a clearing in a jungle. The ghost hunters (some malay dudes) sat next to it and it appeared that they were having a conversation when suddenly the Pontianak looking ghost disappeared and appeared behind one of the hunters, rubbing his chest in attempt to seduce him. The malay dude had his eyes shut, and mouth making small movements, apparently muttering a prayer. Then there was this horrible shriek and the guy appeared possessed. After being exorcised by his mates, they slayed the Pontianak by incantating "Spells". How errie!

Well, that was the end of the exhibition so we made our way out, bought some food, had them and went back to my house. Then Kevin's mom fetched him and later we were chatting about the events at the museum on MSN.

That night... was a sleepless night.


P.S: The ghost that we were trying to find in the first exhibition is a Hantu Pocong (Hantu Balut)
They say that this ghost is a wrapped up corpse in white, and is said to attack or chase those that are weak ... Like Sineni ^^

The Hidden Inverse

So after sleeping until 2 today, I went out to Amcorp to have a nice walk and get lunch. Of course on the way to Amcorp I passed Taman Jaya, as I always do. It was so fackin hot at 2. I arrived at Amcorp and headed for McDonalds.. But not before I saw 2 really hot guys. I went to McDs and decided to take a medium DOUBLE CHEESEBURGER(one of my favorites) and an apple pie. Btw there was a cute guy beside me at the next counter also. After finishing, I walked around.. And went to look at Smile Cinema(the cinema there) but there weren't any good shows ~.~ So I went to the DVD shop. I bought Silent Hill which turned out to cost so fackin exp. It was RM12 for 1DVD OMFG !! ! ! ! ! ! ! O.o

After that I went walking around then I bought a few game DVDs from Sonic Station. I finally found Klonoa 2 which I had been craving to play eversince I lost my DVD. Klonoa 2: Lunatea's Veil is in my opinion, a masterpiece, as how it's PS1 prequel is also. The game is just simply gorgeous with cute music and awesome visuals. The bright colourful world will simply immerse you in it as you play. In fact, I was playing it just now before I came here to record my entry. Other games I bought include Ruff Trigger: The Vancore Conspiracy, Monster Hunter and Ninjabread Man. All these games are platformer games except Monster Hunter. I just simply love platformer games cuz they are so fun. If Monster Hunter for the PS2 turns out to be nice, I might be getting the PSP version of it. As of now, I have my eyes on 2 other games for the PSP as well: Silent Hill Origins and Daxter(as in Jak&Daxter's Dexter). Soon after, I came to a shop which sold Buddhist stuff. The things there were cheap and nice. They have books in Chinese and English as well. It looked quite interesting but the books were awfully expensive, ranging from RM35-70 or even more. I will have to go back and choose the books more carefully one day. Other stuff they sold include Crystals and Jades and all those stuff. Quite nice. The shop owner was a nice lady.

I left because it was getting late. On my way back, I took a slow walk through Taman Jaya and realized how beautiful it actually is if you take your time to look at it. Even if the water was murky, the many ripples made up for how unclear the water is. A few people were fishing there and the whole scene was picture perfect. The path from Taman Jaya to my house was suprisingly as beautiful if you took your time to look at the trees and everything as a whole. Sometimes things may seem imperfect if you look at it with its finer details, but if you look at it as a whole, things somehow compliment each other and you won't see the flaws anymore. And this relates to the title exactly, because I guess if you really look properly, there is a hidden inverse to everything.

The new shoes I bought hurt like fuck when you wear it. It's like wearing stilletos. Lol. I bought it cuz it looked cute and everything. But actually it's supposed to be worn by people working at construction sites and the likes. Its the durable type of shoe and it has a metal piece at the toe part of the shoe. I guess you could call that a hidden inverse as well haha.

Well, I'm here now, in my 'special place', waiting for you...

Hehe. Couldn't resist it. It's a line from Silent Hill 2

Memo Title: Letter from Mary
In my restless dreams,
I see that town.

Silent Hill.

You promised me you'd take me
there again someday.
But you never did.

Well, I'm alone there now...

In our "special place"
Waiting for you...

So there you have it, another queer day in the queer life of the person you know and love, Kevin.

TaintedAvery

Because I guess if you really look properly, there is a hidden inverse to everything. -TaintedAvery